After that awful day that I have tried so hard to forget I feel like I let myself go. And it scares me for the fact that I let him get so close and I opened up so much to him. He was there emotionally when I needed him and honestly that's all I want. Seeing as how I've never been in a normal relationship, I don't need those other things like he did. anyway this about him its about me and how going to try t be happy without him. To prove to myself that a worth it. Bing happy. I am worth being happy.
The great racee begins tommorow. So shall sleep or else be able to wake up early manana.
Peace. Wish me luck. Or will power I guess lol
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